Losing this Smile

i'm losing this smile, this trademark that screams spring.
my aura is being clouded, hate pours from every pore in my body.

shes doing this to me. shes smothering me, destroying the one i've become, doing to me what her mother did to her. and yet, she'll listen to no rhyme or reason.

i'm getting my wish. a heart attack induced my her. chest pains, searing, spreading...

such a shame this wont stop her...


Killing herself slowly inside,
Spring