condemned to a life of tears, of anguish, of hate. The day has been a rocky roller coaster, and my life feels like its a bout to break. I dont know what i'm donig anymore. If i didnt fear the outcome, i'd be really close to committing inconceivable acts.
But the fear, as always (but in some ways i'm happy), holds me back.
My life has become a twisted, elegant, play of irony and hypocrisy. Creating a tango foreign to my existence, something i need to survive. Ive thrown myself into the rabbit hole, still trying after all this time to figure out which ways up and right.
Anger seethes in my veins, seeps out on a tongue clasped tightly between teeth so as to not step out of character. eyelids burn iwth a desire for the unreal, but fate has other plans. Sleepless unholy nights ahead for now and all eternity. Sleep is for the weak and inhuman. HAHA... what funny words my mind plays when the obvious lacking *sighs* quietly into a bullhorn.
Dont be noticed, but cant live without acknowledgement. The irony is sugary coated, tempting hte holy virgin on high heeled lies and gossamer dreams. A night created soley to devirginize a mind and its soul.
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