10 November 2006

My hearts tearing itself open

i keep thinking about those two. THe ones i should have had a chance with, but let others have htem. What a good friend i was, and now i'm not friends with them. I could have been happy. Now one i dont know whats happened to him, i want to know, want to track him down, discover his new self or if he hasnt changed at all. the other, he's taken, and i dont think i'm his type anymore. no more times with bright orange casts and songs about "shit on a stick for dinner".

I miss those days, more then anything, i miss them. I wish i could rewind and bring them back, give them chances, or keep in touch and have known them better... the regrets of the heart hurts worse than anything.

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