02 February 2012

Fighting For My Survival

Lately, it seems like i'm just exisitng and allowing myself to keep being hurt.  Well, i'm finding different ways to try and overcome this.  Actually fight so i survive and LIVE....  Photo challenges, art challenges and writing challenges... I may start to become overwhelmed, but at least i will have some way of having an outlet... :)  This year, it is all about me and perfecting myself and making myself SHINE!!

2 comments:

Rosie the Cat said...

I used to fight all the time; against myself, just trying to give my life a jumpstart and make changes, in my jobs and relationships, etc. I figured out that I get caught up in competition and I wasn't doing the things I loved because I loved them, but because they were expected of me. I know how you're feeling right now, about wanting to shine :) Don't worry about being perfect, just be in love with enjoying what you want to do!

"Ugly" Ducklin said...

:) Thank you. and i'm glad that there are other people who have experienced this and are understanding to the situation. & thank you for the support.
Its definitely going ot be a process to make sure that i keep my focus being me and not fall back into old habits. lol
I know right now i have alot of bitterness about situations in my life and that is going to be the hardest thing to get over right now. Learning to forgive and move on and not dwell on it.
I'm trying to get back into my creative side because i miss writing all the time and making stuff. Been mad at myself for letting that be pushed to the back burner. lol