I've had this blog for...almost 10 years. I started it with great intentions. A way to empty my brain, release tensions and anger, give myself that creative boost i needed, a sanity savior...
But updates have been sporadic. This is because my muse has disappeared. I've been searching and searching, looking for my muse or for a replacement. Sanity has been threatning to break and crumble, destroying myself and everything around me. Its been a very rough decade...
Man. Saying decade like this... its kind of a real eye opener. I don't know if i've even come close to accomplishing anything that i wanted to all those years ago.
But I wonder what I have done and changed that i never would have thought of back then....
