as always, i take on more then i can handle. But its like i subconciously like setting myself up for failure. So i'm trying to accomplish one thing at a time, which is hard. really really hard. *sigh* have so much i need to make up for and so much i need to get done, that it just seems so overwhelming. instead of just thinking a few steps ahead, i'm having to plan for years in advance it seems. just so i can keep from struggling too much in the present and make sure i don't fail so miserably...
and yet, no matter how much i plan, i just seem to keep failing. I know i can do this, and i know i WILL do this. just sometimes, the emotions at the moment just seem overwhelming...
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